I hate this so much, I try not to let this bother me but it’s hard because it’s the one thing that gets to me when anyone brings it up or I’m talking about it. No words really can’t describe the feeling but I guess I feel like shit. No one is really to blame but I hate feeling “sad” about it. I just break down inside and try hard not to show it. Even with that you can tell by my voice something is word, it’s soft, fragile, low and stuttering. People asking are you okay doesn’t really help because it’s not okay, you just want to forget what happened but you can’t.